i took loadsa loadsa pictures these three days. hehe. and its gonna be a really really really long entry.. just bear with me alright. enjoy reading!

i went shopping on monday with jas after school and i spent a bomb. im too broke to shop again. and know what? i got my ANNA SUI's perfume already!! i so love it i so love it!! and we went -JI DE CHI- for dessert. its over at Bugis.

and its the NDP bazaar over in school. i sold finish my stuff. hehe. thanks to all those great friend who buy the chendol and cherrie jelly from moi. i know its not nice lar. thanks for being nice and sensitive to tell me its not bad. haha! im so touched.

and i didnt wreck stupid womans stall. she bought from me in the end. im so touched that both my beloved goodies came and supported me. i love you dears!

and i went for Lake House with deary yesterday and im so sorry that whenever you are out with me, going anywhere will always be in a RUSH. to school we rush. to movie we rush for dinner we also rush. haha but well. rush here and there, FUN WHAT. hahaha!

and Lake House is the best. i love the show lar. i love Keanu Reeves more. omg. his wait for me ill be there. and im here with you together. omg! sooooooooo good. hahah!and sandra bullocks: he is the one i wanna give my whole heart to. omg! so sweet.. oh well. such things aint gonna happen in reality. i should stop dreaming. hahaha! and. i realised, everywhere i went yesterday i see loads and loadsa couples. hahaha! even to the movies. ahahs.

went to watch fireworks with deary. shoot quite alot. and serene dear is gonna picnic at esplanade to watch the fireworks tonight. i think shes crazie. hahas. its 340pm now and shes there already. she is really crazie.

i was being psychoed to go clubbing last night. hahas. well the whole day.. i rejected that idea. and that stupid JX keep smsing me to ask and ask. haha. and ofcoz im tempted to go. but i rejected it. till 10++pm!! hes smart, he use CALL one. hahas. and i agreed. so we went MOMO. and im dress in only tee shirt and jeans and my bigbig bag.haha. initially i wanted to club till 2+am and head home. but.. its my first visit to MOMO and its really a nice place. and the music were really great. and i love it. so i continued dancing till 5am. haha! i think i can jian fei when im clubbing. the place so hot lar! and ytd was the first time i ever drank so much la. thanks to JX for insisting so much and your forgiven coz youve apologised.. but thank God i didnt faint and die down there. i drank 3 glasses of Chivas coke. and one glass of vodka sprite. and 4 glasses of plain water and ate one full glass of ICE. and know what, normally i could not even finish one glass of vodka lime. so now you know how i feel after drinking that "few" glasses? i was having headache lar. so i keep drinking plain water. haha. dear good friends of mine, if you were to ask me to go clubbing with you, dont ask me to drink. i only wanna dance. you can ask me to dance with you. ill feng pei dao di. hahas

i blessed stupid woman a dinner over at JAcks Place. and i hope she really enjoy the food and all. we wanted to NewYork initially but when we got there, the place is freaking packed la. and the queue is duper long. i cant afford to wait coz my patience is limited and im too hungry. hahas. sweetie, the New York will come soon. just wait. maybe its ur turn to bless me. and bless me more alright. haha!

ive been a good girl. i reported to darling that im there and i reported to darling that im home and am going to bed. so darling need not worry about me. hahas. and i took real good care of myself. haha. so darling owe me a kiss.

oh yes. i really wonder whats the age limit at momo. 21 or 18?

someone told me something and i really LOL. anyway, which part of me or which part of my character or which part of my face gives you feeling that im a LESBIAN? oh well. actually i am. haha. if you believe so.... haha! LOL LOL. but i do have really great girlfriends lar. but my preferred gender to be attached to is MALE.


i had mango and grapefruit juice at Ji De Chi


jas had sesame with tang yuan.


this Yam cake is mmmmm GREAT!


BAZAAR. this is what my classmates are selling.


look at how happening it is yesterday! they are all screaming out loud what are they selling.


tiff and friends took part in the dont know what competition and they won the 1st prize! congrats!


this is done by my classmates to take part in the competition for my class!so nice~ ESPLANADE


this is also..


i took a picture of this because i see my jelly in it!


these are the work of the rest of the participants.


dear and moi.


the two of them.


US!




see the picture of me taken in sch and now.. look at the wonders of what make up can do. haha. so pale looking in school and looking so much better outside. haha


was at kboxs toilet and i saw pekhua our cashier! hahas.


JACKS PLACE!










FRUIT PUNCH!


i took this without her knowing. hahas.


she ordered coke float. and i din quite like it. hahas.


SEAFOOD BASKET!


thank God for the wonderful meal!


i forgot whats the name of this dish.


spring chicken. hey. i finished the whole thing okie. hee


the overall amount.. still okie lar. hahs.




shes blind.


dear! remember someone told you that you look veryyyyy pretty when your eating????? LOL








beautiful right!!! i love it. haha.

i want to watch click. and if i could have that kinda remote, the first thing i wanna switch off is people who smoke. people like my brother. theres this crazy problem with him, the first thing he do once he got up is to smoke. and the moment i smell it, i got freaking angry.

i owe him 60 and everyday when he got up, he sees me and he ask for it. and after paying he shut the hell up. you know the moment you see someone you say hi and chat? he sees me, open the freaking smelly mouth and say JEssie, MONEYY? hello asshole, im your sister. im not your creditor. i wont die tomorrow. im able to pay you. i wont run away. when he wants to borrow money from me, he keep waking me up from my sleep just to ask me to lend him money. i say later and he insisted now. and i dont chase him to return the money he owe. i let him pay by himself. the moment i see him i never talk to him about money. but why when he sees me or what.. money is all he can talk about? well. i dont deny im angry and hurt.damn.. im trying hard not to gather any little amount of hatred i have for him. after that very bad quarrel last month. i tell you, he is not what a brother anyone would want. money money money. EVERYONE in my family is talking about money. and they quarrelled really badly over it. and i so hope it will not happen to me. moreover, its just freaking 60 dollars. and he knows hes at fault. he came and chat with me AFTER i pass him the freaking money. i told him to go away. HE IS SO DARN FAKE. he saw me blogging and ask about blogging stuff. please la. you know your at fault just say sorry la! your so fake.

-im angry-

hi worldly worldly worldly world!

hehe. went to work today. was a little blurrr. haha. did something stupid but well. shall not say much. hehe. working is boring.

uncle edmund phoned me like five times and aunt phoned me like another five times. and i freaked out once i took my handphone. i thought something terrible happened. well. nothing terrible. im just invited to head over uncle edmunds place for his birthday celebration. grandmas there too. so without much hesistation, i rushed over. hahas.

ive seen grandma yesterday and after seeing her, i walked home crying. sighs. i keep all the tears within me till ive left aunts place. well. my grandma had a fall again. and to me its alot terrible. coz the fall causes her right eyes to have blue blacks. know, its like television show kinda people got punched kind? its totally the same la.

i went over to lie beside grandma. den she pushed me away. and asked me to go home. super heartbrokened. why does she wants me to go away so much when her heart wants me so much? i asked if her eye hurts she said ya. i asked aunt why she didnt admit grandma to the hospital, she didnt answer me. and now, after telling uncle edmund. he decided to send grandma to NUH. and xiao aunt continue scolding grandma saying she get her into trouble all those shit la. feel like taking the super duper sticky glue to just glue her mouth. all i did was... SHHHHHHH. den uncle edmund continue talking. hahas. more of like lecturing her. hahas.well.. the main reason aunt not admitting grandma is because its THE SEVENTH month la.

i reached home and continued crying. haha. and this time round, nelson called me up again. thanks so much dear friend. your so so nice lar. he chatted with me till 330am. hahas.

i wanted to accompany grandma to NUH but im having my accounts CA tomorrow. hurr..

grandma asked if i have money. i said i do. and she asked if i could give her. i wanted to. but my money wasnt banked in. its CHEQUE. im so sad. i wanted to give money to grandma... but.. sigh..

i went esplanade last night to see the fireworks. its darn beautiful. haha. but im too short so.. most of the time i hear the pop sound and see COCONUT TREES. sadded.

i was with sweetie yesterday. we slacked at suntecs mac and i take picturess. ahahs.. please put aside all food or anything consumable. hahahas.





and below are the pictures taken while we're resting our feet over at mac.












stupid woman took this without me knowing. aiya you should tell me so i could pose. haha! or you want people to know im checking ya phone? hahas.




when someone feels bored. all this shit is out. hahas.






she wanna slap me. she says if im late she'll slap me and i was late..








when i do something wrong.. all i did was to just CRY.







and.. at uncle edmunds place.




he is the best of the best uncle God gave to me.












i was chatting with alice about age and birthdays. and i told her: pls dont remind me that im turning 20 next year. she was like HUH! jie jie you 20 next year liao meh? i replied: dear, im 19 this year already. den she said: HUH? i tot you older than me one year or two only leh!!haha. even my cousin wants me to be YOUNG. hahas.










he is so cute lor. haas.

jo-thanks for the U.G.L.Y post. dontloveyouanymorelol.

everything just dont seemed as good as i wanted it to be today lar.

im having a super bad headache the whole day today. it just come on and off. its really irritating me...and the stupid pain from my stomach is coming on and off too.

i guess everyone who's having the Excel CA wasnt in a good mood as i am today. i didnt even sleep well last night. i got up with a very painful stomach.

i almost teared infront of my monitor this morning.

ive never felt soooooo helpless. i didnt stop typing. i didnt stop trying ways with all the formulas i could remember. and my effort was only paid off after one hour and ten mins. and im left with the other twenty minutes i was so shocked feeling so terrible. my partner right beside me was as stressed up as i am. coz i keep hearing SHIT SHIT SHIT. while im.. HAI. HAI. HAI. and bang the table.

im so sad today. but i dont want everyone around me to feel sad too. so i smiled and laughed.

i went for choir practice. learned alot. and make people around me laughed together with me. Mr Wilson taught us to sing as if we are crying and sing with the meow, niao, hur sound. and i think i did best at the crying one. i think its perfect. hhahas.im just very sad today. im gonna cry.

im gonna flunked my Excel CA. it was a total disappointment to me. not that im negative. coz theres three pages of questions, and i did only 1 page. how to pass?

and besides feeling so not in the right mood. people still wanna test my patience. you better go thank Your God coz i choose to have a good sleep rather than calling you up to scream the hell outta you to let you know you have to LEARN to be a responsible person. you wanna test how long i can tolerate? i shall let you know how long i can actually tolerate. and when i can no longer take it you have no choice but to hear the shit outta me.

i was looking forward to dance practice. coz i thought i could just dance and enjoy and forget about the CA. but i reached the dance studio looking at that piece of paper telling us that DAnce classes resumes on 1st sept. im so sad.

if you did read tru my profile at friendster. i said i wanna meet noone. clearly stated. you can continue to add me. but once i reject, dont keep adding la! you added again and again more than 3times!and esp this day. i felt so irritated please. and i keep having those -God knows who- people adding me in msn. ahhh. leave me alone!!

the world is a total darkness lar! everythings just not right. exams stress? AHHHH. i hate exams!

its 2.15am and i couldnt get to sleep.

why? i dont know. im just worried. my Office Application CA on Ms Excel is on later. and im not 100% familiar with the functions. the IF functions, Conditional Formatting and Pivot Table will be tested. sigh. im so not confident. im so bothered.

and my throat is giving me problems. sigh. pain and dry. if this carry on, am i still able to go for the blood donation drive? ive not been feeling well nowadays. for a while my stomach hurts like mad. for a while im having slight headaches.

its the deadline for my project later. curious about my work? i took pictures of it to show you guys.

i did thirteen slides and one not too long page of summary.


nice? im 95% satisfied with it.


i did not shoot the last slide. hehe. lazy.


short summary.

some weird people added me in msn. i wondered how did he/she got my email. "she" introduced herself as friendly and i dont know what. im not interested. and showed me a link. link has a guys name. and said nice to meet me in chinese. so.. i blocked and deleted he/she. ive got those feeling that this kinda people has got ill intentions.

and good enough im so free this sat. who wanna ask me out? hehe. was supposed to head down rene' sis's friends place to look after her dog. but my throat giving me problems. and im not in the good mood now. i guess its exam stress. haahaa.

im craving for loadsa stuff. to eat. i wanna go back to spageddies and have my grilled chicken premavera?isit? hahas. and i wanna go tin tai feng for xiao long bao. and galilee for anything and bugis for tiramisu and bugis for desserts and fish n co, for ya info, ive never been there. and nydc for their cakes and secret recipies too. and swensens for fish and chips and pastamania to try their tiramisu and eat my favourite ham and sausage baked rice. and pizzehut for my favorite lagsane. and ben and jerrys for my favourite chocolate brownie ice cream. and ECP for -xian cai ya tang- and makansutra for their satay. and far east for my favourite chessy hot dog with mashed potato. and far east's chicken rice stall located outside the toilet. hahas.and cheese prata.dim sum.........

places im so dying to go. i wanna go night safari. who wanna go with me? i wanna go ice skating, kboxing,suntanning,beach volleyball,zoo,escape,wildwild wet, snow city, science center,bird park.eski bar.shopping at bugis village, town. movie-lakehouse-noones watching with me. sweetie HAS SWEETIE to watch with already.cycling at ecp. etc.. clubbing, chilling at esplanade and all.

ive just uploaded new song into this blog. i was searching high and low for this song since last year. and thanks again to cason. and ive got it. its entitled miss you by sweetbox. its a jap singer singing. darn nice. i like it.

my throat is really giving me a hard hard time.and im singing for the choir in the noon time. sigh. and yes dance classes resumes!

God please bless me for my Excel CA.

hmm. i had a great day. haha.

firstly. i wasnt late for school today. surprise surprise. hahas. and i did my work without getting crazie. haha.

Mrs annie soon gave us mock test on our Cashbook. well. thou ive got STM and i din know its a mock test. i wanted to discuss the questions with my friend, den mrs annie soon ask: you dont have paper isit? i was like HUH? i turned to another friend: cannot discuss ahs???

well CANNOT lor. so i did the question all by myself and im so happy that i got almost the whole thing correct. the only problem was... i did NOT BALANCE OF MY LEDGER. wuahaha. did not read the question properly lar. hahas. i was looking at my answers and i was like WOW. this paper is so filled with TICKS. hahaha!

im so so touched today. my dearest good old friend NELSON! bought MACONDONALDs and bring it to school for me for moi LUNCH. so sweet so nice! hahas. he ended school early and sun bian got me lunch. so nice of him yea? hahas. what a great friend God blessed me with! hahas. and den he went off for movie with his brother. hahaha! thanks Nelson! i appreciate it!

got home and get prepared to head down city hall to meet alvin and his friends. most importantly the BIRTHDAY BOY! no BIRTHDAY MAN! hahahaha! its chong wei's/cong wei's 21st birthday!! hehe. and thanks so much for the treat over at spagaddies. i had a great meal. im sure everyone did. haha!

had tiramisu cake from Secret Recipies! oh goodness! its super nice but abit toooooo CREAMY. hahas. and the cake is HUGE alright. hahas.

and took pictures. haha. some good kind people forgot to bring their camera! haha. so use handphones instead. hahaha!


this is chongwei/congwei the birthday MAN. hahaha! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!


he did the TWIST thing. haha. kawaiiiii!! hahas.


may all ur wishes come tru after blowing the candlesss! be greatly blessedd!




the guys!! alvin, alvin, chongwei/congwei, and erm. giant. i forgot his name. isit jerry? hahs. sorrieee!!


and.. all of us!! haha.


shared cakes! haha. the birthday boy have to go to the other table and give them cake and ask them to sing him a birthday song. hahahahahah!


look how creamy it is........


noone wants the cream, so alvin sliced it ooffff. hahaa!


ANDD! during our office applications lesson. look how serious farhana,sab and juli is. was discussing about Ms Excel stuff to the extend of turning the monitor. hahas.



well. im just an extra. ive already shut down my own comp. haha!

before i end.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONGWEI/CONGWEI!!

-loves-

PRAISE THE LORD!

my Office Applications project has finally come to an END! ive DONE IT! ive DONE it! thank God. -phew-

finally let off one heavy heavy burden and i guess i should be able to sleep at ease already. hahas. coz im just left with my EXCEL CA on friday. pheww.. den monday will be my accounting CA again. well. i hope ill do as well. haha!

was chatting with janesis about the kids over at the childcare. how to handle them and how TROUBLESOME and IRRITATING they are. especially the P4 kids. they are totally rude lar. was chatting then i remembered that i told this kid to watch his mouth. watch what he say. he replied: huh teacher? wash my mouth ah? okie. den he REALLY went to wash his mouth. i was like.... boiling. but well. this sat he better dont come and FAN WO! if not i will flare! hehe.

my brother been damn sweet today. i called him. and he returned my call and he HELLO in a very GENTLE way. i was like WOW. thank God for sucha wonderful gentle voice. haha!

my brother became very VAIN since ORD. haha. he got himself MASK. went for MASSAGE and went for SUANA. darn enjoying good life hor! im so jealous. haha! i wanted to end the call to save his money for him. den he just continue chatting. den finally he ended with MUACK MUACK. haha! im so so so so TOUCHED!

i cant wait for next week. coz ill head out to play! yes nelson hor??? haha!